Chapter 1113 It's exhausted to like Victor.
Rankin really can't bear to see this happen, so he said, "Are you still sad now... ? Speak out, I'll help you and make you feel a little better." Elinor looked up with defensive sight.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtRankin knew, in previous times, Elinor's eyes are always pure no matter what emotions they held, love, hatred, fear. But now, it seemed her eyes were covered with a layer of mist, like the abyss.
"You... don't look atlike that." Since being held out by Rankin from the school violence incident in public, Elinor has always looked like this, blank, numb, and suffering to the extreme. Rankin has never understood her. She is only 18 years old, she is so young, why... why would she seem to be much older than her peers? Elinor didn't speak, just clenched the quilt.
"I know you're scared and... sad." Rankin stretched out his hand and patted Elinor's shoulder gently. Through this action to appease her, Elinor trusted him a little. "But Elinor, many times, if you are wronged, you have to say it, you know that?" If you are wronged, you have to say it, you know that? This made Elinor's expression change. She looked up at Rankin, and a layer of water mist appeared in her eyes. She always knew this truth. Children who love to cry and make trouble have sugar to eat, but... but she had a deep-rooted view, that is, she was not qualified to talk about the grievances she suffered from Victor's wrongdoing to her.
In the days when she lived with Victor for all those years, Elinor had long been domesticated by Victor. She existed for him. Elinor would not express any behavior that would make Victor feel unhappy.
Therefore, over time, she suppressed and forced herself bit by bit. She put her true mood in an unknown corner, and pretended to be fine when she was so tired that she made Victor happy. She pushed her true self to the point where there was no way out.
To put it another way... Elinor couldn't tell her true self now.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmIn the end is it the girl who has all kinds of whimsy and can always think of new ideas when everyone is confused, or is it the person who lowers her bottom line again and again for Victor her true self? Elinor shook her head with tears in her eyes. "Many times, even if I am wronged, can I change anything if you I say it?" Can she change anything? This is the most fatal and fundamental problem, because there will be no slightest change when she speaks out, so she could slowly forbear her mood. Elinor has long understood that even if she shouts her pain hysterically, no one will understand.
Rankin felt distressed for Elinor. "Maybe you can try to tellabout it... you know, I am studying psychology myself, and maybe I can help you a little."
Elinor can only express thank you for Rankin's kindness, but other than we that she can't do anything.
Even if he read all the psychology textbooks thoroughly, he can't really judge people's minds after studying all the materials and documents.
Because people's hearts can never be seen through. Victoris, a kind person who knows this well. "Elinor, you are too tired to live like this. Do you have to like Victor?"